Blah, blah, blah...just thought that I'd check in, yes I'm holding up just fine, however I started in to what I think could be an obsession for me, Every night I was up late online-chatting.  Sounds a bit more sinister then it really is *shrug*.  It's not like I don't understand the dangers...unlike the little retards that think everyone is who they say they are; I made a few aliases. Jessie/16/Cali and Candy/16/Texas, I ranged from 4'11 - 5'3 with either blonde or brunette hair. I used Black_Shadow as my msn, and to top off the deal got a few fake pictures off of google *grin*. Why did I do this? For kicks, not for friends or shit like that, just to mess with people. 

I stopped cutting myself, the scars are still there and my skin itches like hell.....that'll teach me; I hope I don't start up again.  It's finally break-up and a month till my 9th circle of hell is gone from my life.  Please let me be better next year, it's really hard to sit on the side-lines and just watch while everyone else plays.

What else am I supposed to do?